I didn't think I could break anymore after what they did to Adam, honestly. I sort of shut down emotionally from the show. I picked up Lydia 'cause she's fun and pretty and it lets us play carnival folks, and I picked up Angela because she hasn't shut up in my head for three years, but...I was backing off the emotional investment big time, because...I couldn't go through the Adam shell-shock again.
So, I thought I was prepared. I mean, I knew Nathan was gone. I've KNOWN Nathan was gone.
But Peter sort of broke me lots.
And Adam really wants to be there to fix it, and is all broken in my head 'cause he's not.
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Date: 2009-12-01 08:20 am (UTC)So, I thought I was prepared. I mean, I knew Nathan was gone. I've KNOWN Nathan was gone.
But Peter sort of broke me lots.
And Adam really wants to be there to fix it, and is all broken in my head 'cause he's not.